The Happiness Project

It's been a journey and a struggle. I want, I try, I plead, I pray. I am tired of going to bed every night wishing that I was some one else. That I could start all over again and never have to feel so much pain. I feel so blessed, I have the world at my finger tips- loving parents, an amazing education, a lush house in the suburbs. Parents who honestly just want me to be happy- and will do anything-- therapy, financial support, endless hours of tearful conversations. I honestly want more than anything to feel at peace. to feel comfortable in my own skin. To go to sleep smiling, proud that I am a freaking ivy-league graduate who is so blessed. I am committed to this. I am strong. This is my journey :). I know that I can get there. One day at a time! I want to have fun with it-- try reading different books, doing different activities, experimenting with different lifestyles (even if they may seem extreme) to see what can bring me some solitude.